Breaking Up is Hard to Do

QUOTE OF THE DAY: "The thief comes not except to steal and to kill and to destroy."

I have been distracted lately and have not written in my "Dear Diary Blog" because I'm dealing and defeating emotional attacks brought on by Satan to thwart and buffet me and steal my peace and joy. Well, I still have those things inside and want to have even greater confidence in Him to show that fruit on the outside.

This time, my heart got broken in a supposedly exclusive relationship and I was lashing out in anger instead of being real and being honestly hurt. Well, as soon as I got real, so did the other party, whom I care for very much. We were together a long time in my book, so it hurts. We (?) are trying to preserve the friendship; it just gets difficult when there are certain types of difficulties, like not telling the WHOLE truth to one another (yes both, to hide our ugly insides). Anger still rises up within me and I am reminded to focus my eyes back on Christ. Emotions can be REALLY TRICKY (the green-headed monster is soooo ugly)!!!!!!!! It is not easy to repair rifts, but it is God's will for us. Well God knows all about us. And I believe we are forgiven.

When will we truly manifest what is really going on with the Christ in us?

He is ultimately and absolutely perfect.

Come quickly, Lord Jesus!!!!

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